I had insomnia for 9 years of my life. I also stayed awake for three days in a row. Of course I was not able to speak correctly after three days of sleep deprivation. My words intertwined. The brain need to rest to process things. It happened to me recently that some people asked me if I remembered them and... no. Even though I know that we saw each other for at least two years, I only remembered the woman for her sweet calmness and the context where we saw each other but not

I don't remember how old I was but I know it was from 15 or earlier, since I still lived with my mother. I started having suicidal thoughts on my birthday. I remember that to "celebrate" my mother took me out to a restaurant. I was so happy to have her attention that I let my guard down. She asked me questions about my brother, about the time he spent on the computer. I said the truth. When we got home, my mother went down to my brother in the cellar and she started yelling a

#testimony #newage #vividdreams #conversion I would like to share this testimony, in the hope that it can make a difference in someone's life. I hope you can find comfort in knowing that you are not alone. I grew up in a Christian family, and although I had positive experiences with faith (as a child I remember seeing Jesus in dreams and having premonitory dreams from God), the environment I lived in was toxic and this has had an impact on my life. In adolescence I started ha

For years I knew there was something wrong with me but I couldn't figure out what. I know I felt like a ghost, even though I was interacting with people, because it was like I couldn't feel present in the moment. I had read about dissociation because I was determined to find a solution but I didn't think I had it. Years passed and the truth came out when I spoke to a trauma expert about my recurring nightmares. In recurring nightmares I was being abused and I couldn't react.

#testimony #hope #unemployment #GlorytoGod I would like to start by explaining to you a little about how I experienced unemployment and how the Lord has helped me over the years. Being unemployed is not good for self-esteem. Why? Because you would like to do something but you can't, because we value ourselves based on what we do (instead of who we are), because others, without wanting it, make you feel judged. You do enough. I want to say it. You know how hard you try and God

Two years ago, while I went sledding in the mountains for the first time, I fell and a sled with two people on board hit me on the back. When I got up I felt pain and shortly after I started to notice that I couldn't move my right arm but only my hand. I was scared but I was reassured that it was normal at first and I continued with the pain. In the evening I was only able to move the lower part of my arm. I was scared. In those days I dreamed of Raffaello chocolates several